i have moved to potongkid.livejournal.com so what are you still doing here???
i have moved to potongkid.livejournal.com so what are you still doing here???
i have moved to potongkid.livejournal.com so what are you still doing here???
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU






saturday i went with mummy paul leah and uncle victor to charlies for dinner.sunday at church was great, had 3 hours of sleep and 2 hours of band practice... it was damn tiring la... anyways went to meet mummy after that and went to town... walked around town and saw a damn lamborghini again!!! i was too estatic to take a proper picture. i was savouring the moment a beautiful car drove past. when we were on the way home we saw the same god damn lambo again... fucker must be provoking me... anyways i conjoured up a wishlist for my birthday.
wishlist*
flash for my 350d
black pants
black shirt
shoes
lamborghini(i can only dream)
new glasses
oakley shades
cymbals
ahead tommy lee silver series sticks
cymbals
strhess jacket
swatch skin watch
LIQUOR!!!
yeah thats about it... gonna head down to town now to fix the goddamn cybershot... bloody hell i dont know how much this stupid thing is gonna cost me!!! fucking hell...im turning 19 in 9 days!!! how fun!!! thats all for now
underoath-a boy brushed red living in black and white
can you feel your heartbeat racing,
can you taste the fear in her sweat
you've done this wrong,
its too far gone
these sheets tell of regret
i admit that i'm just a fool for you
just a fool for you

a really gay moment
sheesha night... AGAIN
loving couple


1 more week left to my holidays and im still grounded. staying at home has made me think about alot of things like what am i doing with my life and where is this life im leading taking me in the future. also been loosing contact with some of the more treasured friends. people say we go through phases in our life so i guess this must be the phase where the whole world revolves around you and it goes so fast you dont have time to stop and just realise what is happening and by the time you realise this, so much change has occured.
life aint a big bed of roses now. staying at home is really killing me. im really appreciating the freedom i once had. as people always say, "you wont cherish what you have until it has been taken away from you". so i guess this is a lesson learnt that i should not take things for granted. i have to lie to my dad everytime i go jamming because firstly if i told him the truth he wouldnt allow me to go and my band would be really ticked if i keep on cancelling jamming coz of personal problems.
anyways the band is doing quite welli think, we are getting alot of songs done and our original only lacks vocals. the melody and rhythm is practically all done. we did the sone with scott singing some nonsence and it sounded quite good. im glad our band has made it this far after so long. people from my school are recognising me as the "velvet rose" drummer. anyways velvet rose is history and out of the ashes came axecalibur.
havent been talking to nicole much also. things certainly are changing. the only time i see her is during church. and we have a short conversation which lasts less than 10 mins asking how our weeks been and all. just a short catch up session basically before i have to go for pracice with the choir band.
feast day is coming up next saturday and i still havent found anything to wear. prolly will get the suit from mummy's bf this weekend. need to dress to impress. dont wanna be looking like some jackass.
i have no idea why but i dont even feel that my birthday is coming. normally during this period ill be biting my nails wondering how smashed im gonna be during my party. rather i think i feel no party mood since i have been home this whole time. i cant wait for oktoberfest though. i will prolly puke 10 times and go home super drunk.
my room is in a bloody mess and needs painting asap. i think ill be going with stripes this time. i dont know what base colour to put on my walls though. opinions anyone???
i miss these fellas la. i miss school. i dont wanna change class . have to make friends all over again. i never thought it would be that bad. less than half a year and these fellas already made a mark in my life. speaking of my classmates. i cant wait for the class bbq at the faccy's place on the 19th. a good way to end the holidays. although i dont know what im supposed to tell my dad. shit better tell him earlier so that i got more chances of going. even if he doesnt let me ill prolly sneak out.
anyways thats all for now... ciao ppl.
paramore-pressure
Tell me where our time went
And if it was time well spent
Just don't let me fall asleep
Feeling empty again






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