i hate this song because it was written for you

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2006-10-27T12:20:00.003-07:00

i have moved to potongkid.livejournal.com so what are you still doing here???

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2006-10-27T12:20:00.002-07:00

i have moved to potongkid.livejournal.com so what are you still doing here???

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2006-10-27T12:20:00.001-07:00

i have moved to potongkid.livejournal.com so what are you still doing here???

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2006-09-26T07:31:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHERYL!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

sausages, shanps and beer!!!

2006-09-26T06:44:00.000-07:00

first and foremost
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERYL!!!
last saturday was feast day, for all of yaal who want the pics go to http://share.shutterfly.com/action/welcome?sid=8BbMWbhw5cuYg&notag=1 and you can obtain all the pics i took from there. feast day was great from mass to the dinner. everything went rather smoothly. i left the dinner at around 10 plus and waited patiently for a damn cab until i got fed up and called for one to take me to the swiss club to meet my mom and all the people for oktoberfest. after about 18 beers and countless shnaps i got drunk in 3 hours and i started dancing on the table and enjoying myself. while i was drunk i almost fucking deleted all the photos in the cam... thank god i came to my senses and pressed cancel. anyways i left swiss club at aprox 2.30 with my mom and pradeep and almost threw up in the cab. i reached home and puked everything out, sausages, beer and shnaps. it was all red and sick... it was gross hahahahaha... anyways school started on thursday.i didnt go on friday and i have been gg to sch till today. nomatter how tired i am i still drag my ass out of bed and into the shower. today i was late but not much harm done, the problem of the day was relatively easy and managable. sch is fun and i have been trying to socialise with all my classmates. all of them are nice now... havent discovered any assholes in class yet. anyways my birthday is coming up in 2 days.. 2 more stinking days and im 19. but i dont know if im having a bash this year coz my dad is relatively pissed with the whole camera thing. he said im using your birthday present to buy myself a camera to replace the one "I" spoilt. as usual i take the fall for everything and my sister gets away with everything.. fucking suay... thi syear not that bright for me. i dont even know if im drinking with the guys on thursday and nicole is not in sg so this year its gonna be quite fucked!!! nat come home i miss you. nicole also... faster finish up your damn shopping spree and cruise and come back home. home sweet home. anyways thats all for now people, will keep yaal updated

2006-09-18T19:03:00.000-07:00

saturday i went with mummy paul leah and uncle victor to charlies for dinner.sunday at church was great, had 3 hours of sleep and 2 hours of band practice... it was damn tiring la... anyways went to meet mummy after that and went to town... walked around town and saw a damn lamborghini again!!! i was too estatic to take a proper picture. i was savouring the moment a beautiful car drove past. when we were on the way home we saw the same god damn lambo again... fucker must be provoking me... anyways i conjoured up a wishlist for my birthday.

wishlist*

flash for my 350d

black pants

black shirt

shoes

lamborghini(i can only dream)

new glasses

oakley shades

cymbals

ahead tommy lee silver series sticks

cymbals

strhess jacket

swatch skin watch

LIQUOR!!!

yeah thats about it... gonna head down to town now to fix the goddamn cybershot... bloody hell i dont know how much this stupid thing is gonna cost me!!! fucking hell...im turning 19 in 9 days!!! how fun!!! thats all for now

underoath-a boy brushed red living in black and white

can you feel your heartbeat racing,

can you taste the fear in her sweat

you've done this wrong,

its too far gone

these sheets tell of regret

i admit that i'm just a fool for you

just a fool for you

2006-09-15T16:04:00.000-07:00

grape bong and hide and seek

2006-09-15T14:10:00.000-07:00

my lappy a really gay moment
sheesha night... AGAIN

loving couple

today i went to watch AVA and SKY peroform and took like 322 pics... when i got home i turned on my com and the fucking thing auto formatted... and all the fucking photos are gone!!! all 322 of them... feels like shit after taking so many nice fucking photos... anyways AVA and sky were great. the audio monitors blew and AVA faced alot of tehnical errors so they cut one song.. how about enough. anyways the gig was friggin awesome and if you werent there you missed out alot... sky rocked the house and AVA blew everyone away. mad moshing in the pit and crazy head banging going on. anyways came home in a cab with kenneth jo and glenn... kenneth went to melvin gaspars house to meet tess.. i didnt even fucking know that they were cousins... tess and kenneth came over at ard 12 for some sheesha and we watched hide and seek and they both kept on trying to guess who the hell charlie was, for those who didnt watch the movie, charlie is the supposed bad guy in the movie who was played by robert de'niro who had a split personality... anyways they just left after tess went shopping through my wardrobe and didnt go back emptyhanded as usual... but who cares... we exchange clothes all the time... been thinking alot of what to do for my birthday and who too invite... i dont wanna overinvite coz like its my dad's 50th and i want the main party to be for him... so many people to consider. the ruggers, greeners, choir ppl, bandmates, close friends... im stuck here... god dammit, better make a list... anyways thats all for now take care

"there is only one jehovah"
-sky in euphoria-

2006-09-14T08:54:00.000-07:00

im gonna watch AVA tomorrow woohoo!!! went for 1st doy of the nine day novena today... the priest was damn funny with the club 7 and all. anyways came back b4 10 and had no choice but help my sister do her project. anyways everyday is practically the same. learning the new songs to jam now... damn irritating song la... its nice but complicating. cant wait until i go to krabi with my mummy on the 8th.. gonna get burnt and shop... till i frickin drop. thats all peeps... AVA man moshing time...

ps:please take your shirts, your smiles arent working no more

how about enough- A Vacant Affair
you said hi,
you wanted to talk about
the things that you should know
i never meant to run or hide
i just didnt think it was time for you to know
im stuck at the crossroads
im waiting to choose
im hoping it wont lead me back to you
the jorney is over
our time is up
just give it up

2006-09-13T08:01:00.000-07:00

1 more week left to my holidays and im still grounded. staying at home has made me think about alot of things like what am i doing with my life and where is this life im leading taking me in the future. also been loosing contact with some of the more treasured friends. people say we go through phases in our life so i guess this must be the phase where the whole world revolves around you and it goes so fast you dont have time to stop and just realise what is happening and by the time you realise this, so much change has occured.

life aint a big bed of roses now. staying at home is really killing me. im really appreciating the freedom i once had. as people always say, "you wont cherish what you have until it has been taken away from you". so i guess this is a lesson learnt that i should not take things for granted. i have to lie to my dad everytime i go jamming because firstly if i told him the truth he wouldnt allow me to go and my band would be really ticked if i keep on cancelling jamming coz of personal problems.

anyways the band is doing quite welli think, we are getting alot of songs done and our original only lacks vocals. the melody and rhythm is practically all done. we did the sone with scott singing some nonsence and it sounded quite good. im glad our band has made it this far after so long. people from my school are recognising me as the "velvet rose" drummer. anyways velvet rose is history and out of the ashes came axecalibur.

havent been talking to nicole much also. things certainly are changing. the only time i see her is during church. and we have a short conversation which lasts less than 10 mins asking how our weeks been and all. just a short catch up session basically before i have to go for pracice with the choir band.

feast day is coming up next saturday and i still havent found anything to wear. prolly will get the suit from mummy's bf this weekend. need to dress to impress. dont wanna be looking like some jackass.

i have no idea why but i dont even feel that my birthday is coming. normally during this period ill be biting my nails wondering how smashed im gonna be during my party. rather i think i feel no party mood since i have been home this whole time. i cant wait for oktoberfest though. i will prolly puke 10 times and go home super drunk.

my room is in a bloody mess and needs painting asap. i think ill be going with stripes this time. i dont know what base colour to put on my walls though. opinions anyone???

i miss these fellas la. i miss school. i dont wanna change class . have to make friends all over again. i never thought it would be that bad. less than half a year and these fellas already made a mark in my life. speaking of my classmates. i cant wait for the class bbq at the faccy's place on the 19th. a good way to end the holidays. although i dont know what im supposed to tell my dad. shit better tell him earlier so that i got more chances of going. even if he doesnt let me ill prolly sneak out.

anyways thats all for now... ciao ppl.

paramore-pressure

Tell me where our time went

And if it was time well spent

Just don't let me fall asleep

Feeling empty again

summer by day winter by night

2006-09-12T03:27:00.000-07:00

many ppl have been bugging me to update this blog... been ignoring it for damn long already. well im having my holidays now and i got 2 more weeks left until i go back to school.... i cant fucking wait... im bloody grounded my whole damn holiday, dont ask why i wont say. but things have been rather fun. i got a new tattoo a few weeks ago at J.P custom ink. i also recently bought a new camera the eos 350d and i love it. i really miss school and all the ruggers. have not been for training in 2 weeks plus already. boo is gonna fucking murder me and furthermore ivp is coming up. my dad is flying off to europe tomorrow and i got 2 weeks with me and my sheesha... woohoo... feast day is also coming up in less than 2 weeks and i still havent gotten anything to friggin wear. oktoberfest is also coming up and it happens on the same day as feast day so i suppose i hae to leave everyone prolly ard 10 and get my ass drunk at the swissclub. i dont know why the hell they call it oktberfest when it doesnt even happen during oktober. damn stupid hahaha but still a very good reason to get piss drunk. im turning 19 in less than 3 weeks and i certainly cant wait for that either. this month is gonna be packed with drinking and partying which reminds me WTF am i supposed to get my dad for his birthday??? another bottle of gin and a zippo lighter.. i do this every god damn year. its either a pen frm mont blanc or a lighter from zippo or a huge ass bottle of liquor which he just pisses away, i think i should be creative this year since its his 50th and get him something really nice... anyways ill update more often and i promised nat ill upload 10 pics with every post... so look foreward to my next post with 10 proly boring pictures hahahaha later:)

2006-09-12T03:17:00.000-07:00

screwing around with my new cam:)

LATE FOR SCHOOL!!

2006-07-18T20:32:00.000-07:00

i know i have not updated in a while hahahaha. a very long period of time actually, never bothered counting. well today i am super late for school!!! really really late for school, like three hours. todays problem damn stupid la!!!

It’s 12 noon on a school-day. Your friends from other classes IM you, asking you to join them for lunch at Pizza Hut at Causeway Point to celebrate a friend’s birthday. Would you go? Justify your decision.

my group is apparently the team that decides to go... how fun!!! someone save me, this school is really getting boring

2006-05-02T07:25:00.000-07:00

just came back from toa payoh with nicole. went to get her new motorazr V3i. i hope your happy motherfucker who stole her phone... you will spend all eternity in hell... dishonest bastard. anyway today was fun. we went rojak crazy and after that we had prawn me at koufu. she seemed so cheerful today coz she made so many new friends. anyways thanks nicole for today... i really had fun with the old nicole for a change. sch was so boring today. practically snored through 6th p. and people heard. so embarrasing. i did not get to present my part of the presentation giving examples of non verbal comunications. NAT I MISS YOU... i want my potong in sg... i hate school la.. although there are a few faces in em that make me smile. anyways gotta get some shut eye... later days

mood:sleepy song:secondhand serenade-i hate this song

here is 10cents. call someone who cares

your call

2006-05-01T19:53:00.000-07:00

mood: sleepy
music: secondhand serenade-your call

at school now. very bring as usual. we having our second meeting now and i am already falling asleep in front of the com. im damn bloody BORED and i need a damn smoke soon.yesterday didnt do much. went out with nicole and daryl to town. nic lost her phone again, in the damn changing room. bloody bitch turned off the phone the moment we found out it was missing. it couldnt possibly be a guy because she lost it in the topshop dressing room. if anyone has found a motorazr V3i... FUCKING RETURN IT!!!... anyways the fascilitator is presenting now. will update later!!!

always and never

2006-04-30T04:31:00.000-07:00

first of all, thank you nat for creating this blog for me. i really miss u shitloads and i cant wait for you to come back to sg. well im back to blogging after almost half a year of not updating my old one. lots has been happening, im in rp now as a bloody freshmen and i've made a couple a new friends. mostly from my class only. anyway, travelling to school is a pain in the ass. have to take a bus then mrt then bus again. its really a pain and it takes about an hour to get to school.i normally take my time coming back so that would take about 2 hours give or take. i just got home from the gym at my workplace so im kinda tired. i miss my secondary school alot. nothing beats secondary school. anyways ill update later. i need a damn bath. cheers. THANKS AGAIN NAT !!!

panic! at the disco-the only difference between martyrdom and suicide is press coverage

sit tight i'm gonna need you to keep time so come one just snap snap snap your fingers for me
good good now we're making some progress so come on just tap tap tap your toes to the beat
and i believe this may call for a proper introduction and well
and don't you see, im the narrator and this is just a prologue

2006-04-26T18:20:00.000-07:00

Here you go, potongkid!

Love, Nat
xxx